Just kidding. But seriously, how are things up there?
Will you forgive me if i tell you i haven't been taking care of Mom very well? her health is getting bad. The pass fews week i have been in a bad situation. I haven’t been seeing Mom very often. She’s been wanting to talk to me, but I’m always hiding myself in the room to recover myself. I try my best k?
Popo, there’s another thing I’d like to apologize for.
I have not visited Dajiu for weeks after his heart operation. , I’m so sorry but I tried. I just wasn’t as good as you thought. I now have no confidence to do things like i used to do. i just want to be myself and try to figure out what's the next step i suppose to take. I have lose confident on trusting people.
Popo, do you know that we have moved to Jenjarom? Didi and i are doing well. We set up a construction company and we completed fews projects last year. We made some money that we never ever thought it would be so much. I have got an offer in new architect firm which the new boss entrusted me a lots. It makes me sad that you were not here to witness these very proud moment and share the happiness in my life.
I was under so much stress in the weeks leading up to the recent broke up with girlfriend. There were so many problems and I didn’t even sleep well for the pass 6 months. As i know that, this is the most important stage in our relationship and i have been silent for some period to see what is going to happen. In fact, i once thought- once it is crossed, it is either 天长地久或曾经拥有.Obviously, it become曾经拥有to me. Love is fragile, and not meant for test.
But, don’t worry Popo, everything is okay now. I believe that with you looking at me, i can overcome all the problems.
I miss you Popo. 522 days on, I still wish you were here. Guess the only way I’ll see you again is on the day I join you in heaven. I’ll make lots of KOPI O for you then.
Please take good care of yourself and wa kong.
love,
your grandson
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