Girlfriend

Saw my ex on my way back from hospital, and suddenly feel kind of relieve.

However, it was weird, really weird, seeing her with her new guy.

Not that I didn't expect her to move on of course. I mean, eventually we all move on. But what I didn't expect is that she managed to do so so quickly. Like, before we broke up.

I guess that goes to show what an easily forgettable person I am. ;)

The surprising thing is that I wasn't as bitter as I thought I might be. At least I didn't storm out in tears and crying to my mommy.

We had our good times and I am content to let those four years we spent together be nothing but memories. Since there is a better man who can take care her the way which I couldn't at this moment, I guess I should feel happy for her. Not to say i am not feeling sad for her leave. Believe me, that was the most painful decision i had ever made and the moment i felt sad the most together with my tears. In life, we just have to know what others people needs and learn to let go something we love and move on to something we want in life.

There is another reason why I am not feeling bitter - I too, have begun seeing someone new as of late.

I am still in the process of getting to know her. She is an American, so I know we have our differences. But the good thing is that we are seeing each other a lot. In fact, over the pass three weeks, we spent almost every single day and night in the company of each other.

Her name is Apple.

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Full name Apple I PAD.

Oh yes.

There is nothing I desire more than coming home every night and lay together with her on the couch, hands on her shoulders, feeling her vibration as I touched the screen.

I love you my Apple.